November 9th, 2001


*scratches his head*

I was making sure everything is ready for the BBP update this Friday night and then I notice somehow, some when I skipped a week. I had it planned out to update every 2 weeks with the last update on Dec 29th but now it's Jan 5th. What to do? Besides the regular 2 week updates I had planned on 2 galleries for an Xmas edition making it a total of 7 galleries for use for the rest of the year. Counting this weekend there's 8 Saturdays left, so, I've decided to do one more gallery and then update every week for the rest of the year. I'll go back to 2 week updates starting next year.
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snagged from markfinn

At this time you are feeling "Up tight" and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation. But perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been "hard done by" and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. But you are sufficiently competent to turn that situation around. You have indeed overcome similar problems in the past - and really - this one isn't too different.

Indeed, my life is soooooooo stressful *rolls his eyes*

Everything seems to be going against you at this time .. Try as you may - you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. Nothing is going as you would plan. The situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. It would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you.

Oh, so I'm paranoid now? *looks outside for black helicopters*

You honestly believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, but there seems to be no one around to give you the necessary reassurance and encouragement. You are egocentric. You believe that you are always "right" ... well maybe you are ... but you have a short fuse and likely to take offence for the slightest reason.

LOL My dreams are not realistic and I'll readily admit to that. As far as being egocentric goes... um... *whistles*

There is considerable amount of stress present in your life at this time and this is perhaps due to some considerable mental and physical frustration... There are various physical needs that are necessary for your well-being ... but whatever the reasons .. mostly of your own making.. your needs are not being fulfilled .. We wonder why?You are under the impression that nobody seems to care for you. This predicament is most uncomfortable and it is because of this that you are experiencing far more stress than you feel you can cope with. You need to find a soul mate. Someone who truly understands you and whose standards are as high as your own. As matters stand you would like to break away from the vicious cycle that you find yourself entrapped ... but this is easier said than done. You refuse to compromise with your opinions and essentially you are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of the necessary decision. You are stubborn ... but this should be no deterrent experiencing a happy life .. You want to be liked for yourself .. for the way you are. ..

I do not need a soulmate, thank you very much. In fact if I ever did find him I'd probably drop him down the nearest well. As far as the stress goes, wait, wasn't that the first paragraph?

You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself... To find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time...

*blinks* Uh, yeah.

Note: color order I chose was blue, black, grey, green, yellow, purple, orange, then red
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Your Score: 44 / 100

What does this mean?

"44 points is in the 21 through 50 precent

You are a casual weblogger. You only blog when you have nothing better to do, which is not very often. There's nothing wrong with that. But if you'd post a little more often, you'd make your readers very happy."

I wholeheartedly agree

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Just thinking...

How many ex-FCers are there out on LiveJournal? The ones I know of are:

myself, Village NG
ebby, Village NG
vampyrichamster aka Darklight, Village Min and FC Mayor
mokie aka Nia, Greenfield Min
markfinn aka Covenant, Greenfield Min
eekers aka eekbob, Cinerama Min (@ FC UK)
gizzard City Pubs Min @ FC; Melting Pot, Boozers and head honcho Min @ FC UK
salvanos aka Thrakman, Westwood Min
justthere aka Render Obscura/Queen Of Ice, Westwood Min
richard4339 aka Blackscorpion, Minister
wolfwyrd aka Chaos, Melting Pot Minster (@ FC UK)
straythoughts aka Ingold, Jodrell Bank Min (@ FC UK)
arachne Southbank Minister (@ FC UK)
simuk Skyscraper Min (@ FC UK)
meltinganathema aka Jena, Village NG, is back at LJ
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